the waiting game

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

the anticipation is killing me. time and again i've said that i hate waiting, but this time it's worse.

one part of me wishes i've already seen the results, and the other part says to wait because i am not ready to know.

my stomach is in knots. i'm turning into a nervous wreck.

i hope and pray that mom's test results are fine. i've been psyching myself since yesterday, when she took the tests, but i'm still on pins and needles.

only 3 and a half hours to go until i get it.