sunday bloody sunday

Sunday, February 29, 2004

If you're in a very good mood, don't read this, coz it might get you down. I'm on one of my off days. The kind of days I just wanna vent but I can't say anything out loud coz if I do, everything blows out of proportion. ARGH!

Just great. Sometimes I really hate Sundays. Everybody is at home & we have no choice but to interact & sometimes it leads to only one thing: SERMON. Kaines talaga! It seems I always get a sermon on this particular day of the week. I mean I love my family, but sometimes it feels like I never do anything right. It's like all that's highlighted are your blunders & good stuff you do are ignored. Blech.

And the thing I hate about it is because I'm the eldest, it seems I get the bulk of the sermon. As if something my siblings did or didn't do is partly my fault. I mean, wtf is that all about?! Kaines. I mean all they ever clean in the house are their rooms and I do the rest of the house, and I get the sermon? And the day that they don't see me clean (which I did, but I guess it wasn't at par with their standards), ayan na.. blah..blah.. blah... And does my sister do anything? NO! She stays in front of the PC typing as if she can't hear anything. That's the thing I don't like about my sister, she's so indifferent. If an epitome or a perfect example of manhid or bato is needed, sha na yun! Hay naku, mabait sha oo, pero sometimes she makes me want to tear my hair out because of frustration. Nakaka-badtrip minsan kasi parang wala kang kausap, walang reaction, kung meron man, feeling mo pa sinayang mo oras nya pagsabi mo sa kanya. (as i write this... meron na namang sermon on the background - my goodness... when will this freaking day end?!)

I wonder is it because it's the 29th? Josme, gawan ba ng dahilan, kung bakit pangit ang Sunday ko. Playing on my mp3 player is Happy, & yeah it's a happy song, but it has no effect on me. I still feel irritated. :( The theory that happy songs make you happy didn't fly with me. Oh well...

I guess this weekend isn't my weekend. Yesterday, I felt I let a friend down. She was in a bind & i tried to help her but circumstances wouldn't let me. I was worried about her, but I spoke to her earlier and she said everything is okay now. Her mom got mad, but not as mad as she expected she would be. Hay, buti na lang.

I hope tomorrow would be a better day.

Shoot! I almost forgot. It's my parents' 29th wedding anniversary tomorrow. Wow.. 29... at this day and age, that's an accomplishment, considering how many families break up. That's one of the things I'm most grateful for. That my parents are still together. :) Oh I guess that was my first smile of the day. :D and that was the second.

Geebs, Happy BEER-Day!!!!

Twelve days to go until the INCUBUS Concert. YAY!!! I wouldn't be able to go to the METGEN Company Outing, coz it's at the same day and it's an overnight thingie. But what the heck?! Okay lang yun! The INCUBUS concert here is like a once in a lifetime kind of thing. I wouldn't miss it for the world.

Maiba naman... kids really say the darndest things :D

Dear God

1. Dear God, Please put another holiday between Christmas and Easter.There is nothing good in there now. Amanda

2. Dear God, Thank you for the baby brother but what I asked for was a puppy I never asked for anything before. You can look it up. Joyce

3. Dear Mr. God, I wish you would not make it so easy for people to come apart . I had to have 3 stitches and a shot. Janet

4. Dear God, If we come back as somebody else, please don't let me be Jennifer Horton - because I hate her. Denise

6. God, I read the bible. What does beget mean? Nobody will tell me. Love, Alison

7. Dear God, How did you know you were God? Who told you? Charlene

8. Dear God, Is it true my father won't get in Heaven if he uses his golf words in the house? Anita

9. Dear God, I bet it's very hard for you to love all of everybody in the whole world. There are only 4 people in our family and I can never do it. Nancy

10. Dear God, Did you really mean, Do Unto Others As They Do Unto You? If you did then, I'm going to get even with my brother. Darla

11. Dear God, I like the story about Noah the best of all of them. You really made up some good ones. I like walking on water, too. Amanda

12. Dear God, My Grandpa says you were around when he was a little boy. How far back do you go? Love, Dennis

13. Dear God, Do you draw the lines around the countries? If you don't, who does? Nathan

14. Dear God, It's O. K. that you made different religions but don't you get mixed up sometimes? Arnold

15. Dear God, Did you mean for giraffes to look like that or was it an accident? Norma

16. Dear God, In bible times, did they really talk that fancy? Jennifer

17. Dear God, What does it mean you are a jealous God? I thought you had everything you wanted. Jane

18. Dear God, How come you did all those miracles in the old days and don't do any now? Billy

19. Dear God, Please send Dennis Clark to a different summer camp this year. Peter

20. Dear God, Maybe Cain and Abel would not kill each other so much if they each had their own rooms. It works out OK with me and my brother. Larry

21. Dear God, I keep waiting for spring, but it never did come yet. What's up? Don't forget. Mark

22. Dear God, You don't have to worry about me. I always look both ways before I cross the street. Dean

23. Dear God, My brother told me about how you are born but it just doesn't sound right. What do you say? Marsha

24. Dear God, If you watch in Church on Sunday I will show you my new shoes. Barbara

25. Dear God, Is Reverend Coe a friend of yours, or do you just know him through the business? Donny

26. Dear God, In Sunday School they told us what you do for a job. Who does it when you are on vacation? Jane

27. Dear God, In school we read that Thomas Edison made light, but in Sunday School they said you did it first. Did he steal your idea? Sincerely, Donna

28. Dear God, I do not think anybody could be a better God than you. Well, I just want you to know that. I am not just saying that because you are already God. Charles

29. Dear God, It is great the way you always get the stars in the right place. Why can't you do that with the moon? Jeff

30. Dear God, I am doing the best I can. Really. Frank

31. Dear God, didn't think orange went with purple until I saw the sunset you made on Tuesday night. That was really cool. Thomas