sunday bloody sunday

Sunday, February 29, 2004

If you're in a very good mood, don't read this, coz it might get you down. I'm on one of my off days. The kind of days I just wanna vent but I can't say anything out loud coz if I do, everything blows out of proportion. ARGH!

Just great. Sometimes I really hate Sundays. Everybody is at home & we have no choice but to interact & sometimes it leads to only one thing: SERMON. Kaines talaga! It seems I always get a sermon on this particular day of the week. I mean I love my family, but sometimes it feels like I never do anything right. It's like all that's highlighted are your blunders & good stuff you do are ignored. Blech.

And the thing I hate about it is because I'm the eldest, it seems I get the bulk of the sermon. As if something my siblings did or didn't do is partly my fault. I mean, wtf is that all about?! Kaines. I mean all they ever clean in the house are their rooms and I do the rest of the house, and I get the sermon? And the day that they don't see me clean (which I did, but I guess it wasn't at par with their standards), ayan na.. blah..blah.. blah... And does my sister do anything? NO! She stays in front of the PC typing as if she can't hear anything. That's the thing I don't like about my sister, she's so indifferent. If an epitome or a perfect example of manhid or bato is needed, sha na yun! Hay naku, mabait sha oo, pero sometimes she makes me want to tear my hair out because of frustration. Nakaka-badtrip minsan kasi parang wala kang kausap, walang reaction, kung meron man, feeling mo pa sinayang mo oras nya pagsabi mo sa kanya. (as i write this... meron na namang sermon on the background - my goodness... when will this freaking day end?!)

I wonder is it because it's the 29th? Josme, gawan ba ng dahilan, kung bakit pangit ang Sunday ko. Playing on my mp3 player is Happy, & yeah it's a happy song, but it has no effect on me. I still feel irritated. :( The theory that happy songs make you happy didn't fly with me. Oh well...

I guess this weekend isn't my weekend. Yesterday, I felt I let a friend down. She was in a bind & i tried to help her but circumstances wouldn't let me. I was worried about her, but I spoke to her earlier and she said everything is okay now. Her mom got mad, but not as mad as she expected she would be. Hay, buti na lang.

I hope tomorrow would be a better day.

Shoot! I almost forgot. It's my parents' 29th wedding anniversary tomorrow. Wow.. 29... at this day and age, that's an accomplishment, considering how many families break up. That's one of the things I'm most grateful for. That my parents are still together. :) Oh I guess that was my first smile of the day. :D and that was the second.

Geebs, Happy BEER-Day!!!!

Twelve days to go until the INCUBUS Concert. YAY!!! I wouldn't be able to go to the METGEN Company Outing, coz it's at the same day and it's an overnight thingie. But what the heck?! Okay lang yun! The INCUBUS concert here is like a once in a lifetime kind of thing. I wouldn't miss it for the world.

Maiba naman... kids really say the darndest things :D

Dear God

1. Dear God, Please put another holiday between Christmas and Easter.There is nothing good in there now. Amanda

2. Dear God, Thank you for the baby brother but what I asked for was a puppy I never asked for anything before. You can look it up. Joyce

3. Dear Mr. God, I wish you would not make it so easy for people to come apart . I had to have 3 stitches and a shot. Janet

4. Dear God, If we come back as somebody else, please don't let me be Jennifer Horton - because I hate her. Denise

6. God, I read the bible. What does beget mean? Nobody will tell me. Love, Alison

7. Dear God, How did you know you were God? Who told you? Charlene

8. Dear God, Is it true my father won't get in Heaven if he uses his golf words in the house? Anita

9. Dear God, I bet it's very hard for you to love all of everybody in the whole world. There are only 4 people in our family and I can never do it. Nancy

10. Dear God, Did you really mean, Do Unto Others As They Do Unto You? If you did then, I'm going to get even with my brother. Darla

11. Dear God, I like the story about Noah the best of all of them. You really made up some good ones. I like walking on water, too. Amanda

12. Dear God, My Grandpa says you were around when he was a little boy. How far back do you go? Love, Dennis

13. Dear God, Do you draw the lines around the countries? If you don't, who does? Nathan

14. Dear God, It's O. K. that you made different religions but don't you get mixed up sometimes? Arnold

15. Dear God, Did you mean for giraffes to look like that or was it an accident? Norma

16. Dear God, In bible times, did they really talk that fancy? Jennifer

17. Dear God, What does it mean you are a jealous God? I thought you had everything you wanted. Jane

18. Dear God, How come you did all those miracles in the old days and don't do any now? Billy

19. Dear God, Please send Dennis Clark to a different summer camp this year. Peter

20. Dear God, Maybe Cain and Abel would not kill each other so much if they each had their own rooms. It works out OK with me and my brother. Larry

21. Dear God, I keep waiting for spring, but it never did come yet. What's up? Don't forget. Mark

22. Dear God, You don't have to worry about me. I always look both ways before I cross the street. Dean

23. Dear God, My brother told me about how you are born but it just doesn't sound right. What do you say? Marsha

24. Dear God, If you watch in Church on Sunday I will show you my new shoes. Barbara

25. Dear God, Is Reverend Coe a friend of yours, or do you just know him through the business? Donny

26. Dear God, In Sunday School they told us what you do for a job. Who does it when you are on vacation? Jane

27. Dear God, In school we read that Thomas Edison made light, but in Sunday School they said you did it first. Did he steal your idea? Sincerely, Donna

28. Dear God, I do not think anybody could be a better God than you. Well, I just want you to know that. I am not just saying that because you are already God. Charles

29. Dear God, It is great the way you always get the stars in the right place. Why can't you do that with the moon? Jeff

30. Dear God, I am doing the best I can. Really. Frank

31. Dear God, didn't think orange went with purple until I saw the sunset you made on Tuesday night. That was really cool. Thomas

lazy saturday

Saturday, February 28, 2004

lazy saturday afternoon. nothing much to do but to answer these quizzes from :D

♥ JeN
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Naks, Athena daw, pero pagdating sa math, bokya naman :p

What type of eyes do you have?
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You're Happy eyes! You're cheerful, bright and always want to try something new. Your inquisitive and quite lovable. You have many friends and will succeed in life.
You're Happy Eyes! You're cheerful, bright and always want to try something new. You're inquisitive and quite lovable. You have many friends and will succeed in life.
What kind of kiss are you?
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You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never knows what you're going to come up with next; this creates great excitement and arousal never knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end in a kiss as great as your mystery.

Uy! like ko ito. Mwahahahahahaha!
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy places. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend.

Hey, I didn't cheat! :D
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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Moulin Rouge!

**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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Reincarnation: You are nice enough to go to heaven, but Earth won't be as fun without you. So you shall come back as someone or something else. As a real optimist and lighthearted person, you always see the good in things. People probably respect you for your wonderful personality and love for life. People like you make the world a happier place
In which continent you should belong?
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Wow! True yan, I've always wanted to live in Europe. :D

reality tv

Friday, February 27, 2004

I haven't updated in three days, so I guess it's about time I do. hehehe. I'm not sure if the excitement of having a new blog is waning, but I just found myself not in the mood to write the past few days. Or maybe it has something to do with the weather. It's been so hot the last couple of days, it feels like even just a small movement would make me sweat buckets. Hahahaaa!! Or maybe I was aflicted with tamad-itis?

What have I been up to the past couple of days? hmm... nothing much. Too many thoughts in my head though. It seems I have an opinion with just about anything nowadays. It's not necessarily a bad thing, it just feels like I have information overload sometimes. I've always been an opinionated individual, I just try to keep it in check and I don't push others to view things the same way as mine. I wouldn't want to offend them. I listen to their different perspectives & hopefully they listen to mine, too. That's why I always try to do.

But there's one topic that makes my blood boil nowadays. It's the thought that our country may be going downhill again coz, let's face it, there are too many misinformed & i hate to say this, ignorant Filipinos. I don't get how a lot of people want to vote for someone just because he/she is popular or is in show business. I mean, haven't we learned our lesson yet?! Haven't they realized how the last actor to hold the highest position in the land screwed our country over?

I almost had apoplexy when I saw last night on the news that according to the latest surveys, the #2 on the Senatorial race is Bong Revilla & the #3 is Lito Lapid. MY GOODNESS!! Doesn't that news make you want to tear your hair out coz of frustration? I hope before the elections people would have some sort of enlightenment. Tama na nga, I might have a heart attack coz of this. Hahaha!

I found that watching reality television shows would either entertain you or make you stupid. There are so many reality shows & i try to watch them, even once. If I don't like what I see, I don't watch it again. But there are some shows that no matter how much I say I don't like it and I won't watch it anymore, I still do. An example would be Fear Factor. It's not for the fainthearted, specially when you see the stuff they have to eat/drink/put in their mouths. I get queasy everytime I watch it, but i still do. Hahaha! Weird.

Another reality show I absolutely love is American Idol. It's shown here about 2 weeks later than in the US, but I don't mind. I loved the auditions episode coz there were really funny auditioners. I cannot believe how many people think they have the greatest voices in the world, but in reality they sucked bigtime! One such person is named Kiera or Kyra (don't care what :p), who was a Mandy Moore looke-alike. She actually has the voice, but she yodels a lot & it's freaking irritating. Then there's this girl from Houston who sounded like a ghost & the funny thing about her audition (aside from her voice) is that everytime she sings, it would rain even harder, & there would be thunder & lightning. But the moment she stops, the rain stops, too. Bwahahaha! Her voice can affect the weather (i'm only kidding about her affecting the weather of course, but it was really funny).

My favorite is William Hung, a civil engineering student from UC Berkeley. He "sang" Ricky Martin's "She Bangs" & it was hilarious. No feeling whatsoever, and he danced to a different beat, his hands swaying over his head. I also liked that he was very cheerful, even if he was cut ftom the show. He's now an instant celebrity, guesting on Ellen Degeneres' talk show & sang another Ricky Martin song, "Shake Your Bonbon" (which I think is funnier), internet star, and is asked to sing by several organizations for school events and stuff. 99.5RT even plays different remixes of his audition piece (and is contemplating on bringing him here in the summer.) hahaha! I learned that he has been asked to come back to American Idol for a special episode. I am so gonna watch that!

I just saw Suvivor All-Stars. obvious bang couch potato ako? Yay! Richard Hatch is gone. I don't like him. Never did like him. Thank goodness I wouldn't see his bare bum anymore. :D


hehehe... last na about tv :p promise! I was flipping channels last Wednesday, I think. And I came across Special Assignment on channel 2, coz I was intrigued. They were showing several couples going inside a motel, but they didn't pixelize the faces. And I thought to myself, "Shouldn't that be pixelized for their anonimity?" Then the reporter said, these were married people & that Anito motels now do not allow unmarried couples to check in. And I was like, "huh? what do they do, check for their marriage certificates?" And as soon as I thought that, the reporter said the same thing. Hahaha! That's serious loss in business for them. Then he said there was a prayer service before the couples can enter their suites. hehehe.. praying before doing the deed? That's new. There's also a pastor on site if the husbands & wives would like to have a "Marriage encounter". And get this, there's a Bible on the side table. Isn't it kinda weird? Then the reporter said something that made me realize why all these changes: The owner of the Anito chain of motels is now a Born-Again Christian.

Speaking of Christian, I woke up 5 am Wednesday to attend the 6:15 mass at the village church. Bait ko no? :D I figured, I haven't been that good of a person and that I have lots of "pagkukulang", waking up at 5 am on a national holiday (it was also the 18th Anniv. of the EDSA Revolution) isn't such a big deal. Time for sacrifice naman. :) It felt nice going to church very early in the morning. A good way to start the day, coz all day I felt great. Uuuiiii! ako ba nagsulat non? parang di bagay noh? :p

Ash Wednesday, one of my most awaited movies was shown in the US: "The Passion of the Christ". I really want to watch that movie. Critics say it's very violent, but isn't crucifixion a violent crime on a person? Sometimes I think that I might not be able to take it when I do watch it. It might be too much for me. But then again, I think I would be changed in some way when I do watch it. Anyone who doesn't feel affected after watching that movie would have to have a heart of stone. When it's shown here, I have to make myself ready for anything. :)

I'm listening to 24K Friday on 99.5 RT as I write this, and I'm enjoying it. I've actaully been listening since this morning, coz I like their programming on Fridays. They only play "old" songs, song I grew up with. It's nice coz aside from hearing good music, I can associate these songs to certain events in my life. Ahh.. yes. Jennie's on reminiscing mode every Friday. Heehee! German Girl by the Lotus Eaters on the background. Coolness! 80's new wave :D I'm waiting for my request to be played by Ranchie. I'm sure he'll play it soon, coz he always plays my requests on Fridays. :D Hahaha! siguradong-sigurado no? :p

Oh, I read Jason Mraz's journal yesterday. Nakaka-aliw!!! I loved the stuff he wrote about his stay here in the Philippines. Favorite ko na talaga sha. :D

Long entry na naman. :p daldal kasi eh! HAPPY WEEKEND! :D

back to "normal"

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

I couldn't sleep last night. As usual I was up until about 3 am. Nope not because I was used to sleeping at that time, but because I slept in a different room. My Lola arrived yesterday and she slept in my room, while I slept at Chie's room (she spent the night at Des' pad coz they were leaving at 5 am for their Strategic Planning in Laguna). Namahay ako. Errr... wrong term yata kasi di naman ako nagstay sa ibang bahay, ibang room lang. Uh, nangwarto? Bwahahah! Ampanget!

sidenote: Bilib ako sa lola ko. Imagine, she's already 84 years old & she commutes from Binangonan, Rizal to our house in Las Pinas, or sometimes to my tita's house in Dasmarinas, Cavite?! Yes you read it right, she's already 84! Matindi no? She's very strong for her age, but I get scared whenever she does that. My grandmother (paternal side) is very stubborn. No one can stop her if she wants to go. I think even if you lock the doors, she'll figure out a way to get out of it, just to go wherever she wants to go. Scary lang talaga coz even if she's strong, she shouldn't be doing that at her age. Minsan, talagang pinapagalitan sha ni daddy kasi ang stubborn talaga. Hay naku, all I can do i pray really hard that she'll arrive safely whereever she goes. We already told her that if she wants to go here, she'd ask one of my aunts to call us & we'd fetch her. No use. makulit talaga si lola. hay naku, I hope I won't be that stubborn when I reach her age. :p I doubt it though, coz one of the things I hate doing is commuting. Hahaha!

Anyway, back to my story: I was actually sleepy around 11 pm, but I still couldn't sleep. I tried reading, watching cable tv, writing on my journal, and listening to the radio, just so my eyes could feel tired enough for me to really have no choice but sleep. Nothing worked. If at all, listening to the radio made me more awake, coz I joined Neil's discussion topic & chatted with him & Mylin (hi sis!) & my cousin-in-law Rochelle (kahit sandali lang) at YM via gprs.

Funny lang, kasi pinagpilitan ko talagang maghanap ng signal. The signal at Chie's room was fluctuating so I kept disconnecting until I found the perfect place. Only trouble was, I had to contort myself. Mwahahah! Parang tanga noh? Just to go on YM, I had to make it difficult for myself, trying to look for a decent signal. But it was okay, coz when I found the perfect place, I was lying in bed, staying close to the wall. Needless to say, my thumbs were kinda sore when I logged out. Hahahaha! Parang ewan talaga!

Anyway, on to my Sunday story. It was my nephew Sean's, baptism. It was held at the Double V Resort in Dasmarinas, Cavite. Thanks to shortcuts & "friendship routes' we were there at the place within an hour, even if it was kinda far. We planned to leave the house by 8 am to be at the resort before 10 am, but as usual, ang tagal ni daddy. :p hehehe... bukuhin ba ang tatay ko? It would have been okay if we were late though coz the service, which was supposed to start at 10, started around 11:30.

We were among the first to arrive, except for some of my cousin-in-law Ate Cel's relatives. The place was nice, there were 4 slides. one big pool with a refreshment kiosk in the middle of the pool, a children's pool, a videoke "hut", and a fish pond (which was kinda murky though :p)

Before the service started, my cousins & I took lots of pictures (to be posted at a later date coz my sister hasn't uploaded it yet). Shempre, basta kaming magpipinsan, nakakatawa yung pictures. Only about half of us were there coz the others had a previous engagement & my other nephew Gian was sick. But even if we weren't complete, we had lots of fun.

When my cousin's pastor arrived, I whispered to my cousin Ate Weng, that their pastor looks like, Paolo Santos. Hahaha! No joke, they could pass off as twins. A while later, the service started. I was used to the Catholic way of baptism, but it was okay. :) Forty-five minutes later, I was a ninang once again.

Sean was a good baby. He didn't cry during the service & he seemed to like the water. :p He became kinda cranky after lunch though, maybe because it was kinda hot.

After lunch, we jumped on the pool. The water was darn cold. But it was colder if you stay out of it, so even if we looked liked prunes, we would stay in the pool. Besides, I love being in the water. My niece Hannah, like ninang Jennie, loves the water so we spent most of the time in the pool together. Well, aside from the fact that her mom, my cousin Weng, ddin't want to go in the pool coz it was cold (chicken!). My sister Chie took our crazy pictures in and out of the pool, coz it was a not a good day for her to swim. :p

In between pool time, we were at the videoke hut. Shempre, ako pa? di ko papalampasin yon. Hahahah! Mom, my aunts, my cousins Geebee, Weng & I had out turns with the mic. :D

All in all. it was a fun day, even if there was quite a number of us who couldn't be there, including my brother Toppet, coz he had a school project. (owws?! hehehe!) The weather was perfect. Not too sunny, but it also didn't rain. So I didn't get a tan or worse, a sunburn.

We got home around 6:30 pm, with a brief stop-over at a nearby mall to buy an illustration board for Toppet. Damn that trip to the mall! Brief though it was, Chie, Mom & I were able to buy a pair of shoes each, oops, 2 pala kay Chie. Hahahahah!!! Oki lang, I love the shoes! It was a black, pointy pair of mules. Pareho kami ng binili ni Chie. We both liked it and we didn't care if we have the same shoes, different sizes naman eh. Hahaha!

Anyhoo, this is another long entry so I'm gonna stop rambling now. Till next update, toodles!

♥ Jen

This is one of my favorite songs of the moment. I can't get enough of it:

South Border

Fallin' out, fallin' in
Nothings sure in this world, no no
Breaking down, breaking in
Never knowing what lies ahead
We can really never tell it all, no no

Say goodbye, say hello
To a lover or friend
Sometimes we could never understand
Why some things begin with just love
We can never have it all
No no no ohh

(But oh/Cause oh), can't you see
That no matter what happens
Life goes on and on
And so baby just smile
Cause I'm always around you
And I'll make you see
How beautiful life is
For you and me

Take a little time baby
See the butterfly's colors
Listen to the birds
That were sent to sing
For me and you
Can you feel me?
This is such a wonderful place to me
Even if there is pain now
Everything will be alright
For as long as the world still turns
There will be night and day
Can you hear me?
Yhere's a rainbow always
After the rain

Hittin' high, hittin' low
Win or lose, you should go
Yeah yeah
Getting warm, getting cold
Weather can be so good or bad
But baby, this is life so don't get mad
No no no


Life's full of challenges
Not all the time
We get what we want
But don't despair, my dear
You'll take it each trial
And you'll make it through the storm
Cause youre strong
My faith in you is clear
So I say once again
This world's beautiful
Let us celebrate life
That is so beautiful
So beautiful...


another survey moment

Monday, February 23, 2004

survey muna uli. i feel so weird today. not in the mood to update. promise i'll write all about my wonderful sunday tomorrow. :)

1. Do you have an alias/a.k.a? what is it? videoke_queen, jennie_bebe, jay, bebe
2. What is your favorite ice cream flavor? yum... chocolate, cookies & cream, arce dairy avocado, double dutch, rocky road
3. What movie/s are you waiting for? the passion of the Christ - grabeh!, troy, alexander the great
4. If you wanted to be in a band, what type of genre of music would your band play? hmmm... alternative o kaya parang freestyle (heehee!)
5. what is the weirdest thing you've ever eaten? adobong cricket yata
6. do you want to live with your parents forever or move out? move out naman. pero pag sa bahay kasi libre lahat. hehehe...
7. Where is the place you want to be right now? new york, ireland, italy or switzerland
8. What song do you listen to, to feel happy? kahit ano, basta may music ako, okay na ko (lalo na pag nakikisabay ako sa pagkanta - but of course, kaya nga videokequeen diba? nakiki-kanta? :p)
9. In The Lord of the Rings, who is your favorite character? er... hard to choose coz I like them all (except for wormtongue, saruman, the orcs & uruk hai's :p) pero sige.. aragorn, sam & pippin
10.In Star wars, who is your favorite character? C3PO, R2D2, & hans solo
11.What movie/s made you cry? if i list them all down, it wouldn't fit here
12.Name famous people that you have a crush on?colin farrell, brad pitt, tom cruise, ian somerhalder (the young americans), chaka, pwera biro, si chris noth (ay sus, grabeh! MR. BIG of Sex & the City) :D
13.What is your favorite drink? alcoholic or not? :p water, iced tea, long island iced tea, white russian, cuervo gold, smirnoff mule, absolut mandarin, absolut citroen, coke
14.What cartoon is your favorite? spongebob squarepants!!!! the simpsons
15.Who or What cartoon character do you wish were real? patrick star :D
16.Paper or Plastic? paper. ayoko ng mga plastic!
17.If you could freely kill just one celebrity, who would it be? isa lang talaga? sus! no need to think it over: Carlos Agassi! (leche! everytime I see him on tv, I just wanna tear my eyes out.) one word to describe him would be: FEELING!!!
18.Coke or Pepsi? coke
19.In a week, how many times do you go online?at least once a day
20.If you could be someone else for a whole day, who would it be? no one. i'd still want to be myself :)

balik sa dati :p

Sunday, February 22, 2004

Hehehe... I changed my mind. I went back to my previous blog skin. Jacque said she liked it better & I agree with her. Jacque, sipsip ako noh? MWAHAHAHA!!

Anyhoo, it's kinda late (ang tagal ko kasi inayos yung template). I will write more tomorrow. I'm tired. Spent the day swimming with my family in Cavite. SARAAAAAAP!!!

Happy BEER-day, Freg!

new look

Saturday, February 21, 2004

la lang... just experimenting with certain looks for my blog. thanks to Blogger, & especially to dreamwalker for designing it. i'm still making up my mind which skin to use. :)

i like this blog skin coz it has lots in it. there's a game, a calendar, a search bar, and a clock. cool, huh? only problem is the font color. i don't know if i should change it coz dreamwalker might not want me to. coz it his/her design after all. oh well...

My fraternal twin cousins Marlon & Lalaine, along with their mom went to the house today to surprise mom. Marlon called the house but the line was busy. He texted me but I was asleep so I didn't hear my phone. Then he texted my sister, Chie who was at the office. They tried calling the house & my phone, ut I was enjoying my sleep too much, hehehe (i was the only one left at the house). It turns out I kicked the phone in my room while I as asleep, & that was the reason why the line was busy. Yup, tulog-mantika ako kanina. bwahaha!

We had fun. Lots of yummy food & the company was great. I'm really grateful that I get along well with everyone (well, almost everyone -teehee!) in my family. Everytime we're together it's always a blast.

I got to talk to two of my friends online today, both of whom are in the US. It was waaaaaay cool! I really like hearing from friends and that's why I am glad there's internet & instant messengers, coz even if they're half a world away, i can still converse with them. Mylin is in San Fransisco and CeeKay is in New York (or were you in New Jersey when I talked to you? hahaha!) Basta, happy ako everytime I talk to any of my friends, lalo na shempre pag malayo sila at matagal na kaming di nakakapag-usap. Hooray for internet!!! :D

vampiric days are here again....

Let me get this out of my system first: JASON MRAZ is a HOTTIE! He's a great guitar player, his voice is just wow!, he is a good songwriter, and he's funny to boot. *sigh* i like him better than John Mayer. :)

He was at the RT booth this afternoon & I was listening, but i was disappointed coz it was Noel who interviewed Jason Mraz. Noel sounded so full of himself. All he could talk about was himself, and it seemed to me that with every question, he would incorporate something about himself. Kaines talaga! The interview would have gone way better had Alan done the interview (coz he always does the international artist interviews). It was a good thing naki-ride lang si Jason (ehem! close kami :p).

Mom, Chie & I went malling again. :p We were only supposed to buy a baptismal gift for Sean, but I bought two blouses as well. (Which reminds me, I should clean out my closet). :p haha! my credit cards should have been left somewhere.

Ooooh! swimming this Sunday. YaY!!!

Obviously, i like answering surveys. & yes, that's what I do when I can't sleep. :)

thanks to Clare for the questions.

B a s i c s
Single or taken: Single (malapit nang maging taken _ bwahahaha! sana... bagal kasi eh :p)
Sex: Femme ;)
B'day: last day of filing of income tax: April 15, 1976 (aww shucks! lapit na...)
Sign: Aries
06. Siblings: 1 sister, 1 brother, both younger
Hair color: now? dark reddish brown, natural: dark brown/black
08. Eye color: dark brown
09. Shoe size: 9 (ay! barko :p)
10. Height: 5'2 1/2'' (don't forget the 1/2! :D)

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
Who are your friends?
too many to write their names down, but i love all of them & i'm glad they're my friends
do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? girlfriend? hindi pwede, girl din ako (nagulat ka noh? oo gurl ako!!!) boyfriend? haay... isa lang masasabi ko... either torpe sha or ayaw nya ako (boo-hoo!) ewan :)

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
Where is your favorite place to shop?
I can find all I need at Ayala Center, sometimes at Designer Depot ;)
Any tattoos or piercings? piercings on both ears only. too damned chicken to have more piercings & to have a tattoo

s p e c i f i c s
Do you do drugs?
Ooooh... only the legal ones ;)
What are you most scared of? failure, the dark
What are you listening to right now? spiderweb - no doubt (24K Friday on RT)
Where do you want to get married? Tagaytay Highlands... sunset (o diba?)
How many buddies are online right now? 10 on YM, on msn & aim: no idea coz i'm not signed on

f a v o r i t e s
Subjects in school:
art subjects, english lit, history... math subjects? blech!
Animal: doggies!
Sports: sports i do (haha!) swimming lang ;) i love to watch the following though: tennis, formula1 (wala akong pinapalampas kahit replay pinapanood ko. kimi raikkonen rules!), figure skating, soccer (real madrid & manchester united, arsenal pwede na rin :p), gymnastics, american football, superbowl lang haha!

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
Given anyone a bath?
hehehe... when my brother was still a toddler (with mom's assistance of course) sha lang yata... bwahahaha!
Smoked? yes
Bungee jumped? nyarks! di kaya maputol yung cord? bwahahaha! yoko! takot ako
Made yourself throw up? Yep
Skinny dipped? nope hmmm...
Ever been in love? yes i have
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? hahaha! hasn't every girl done that? i remember i cried when i got my calculus course card & i got a big fat zero, then my professor changed my grade. hehehe
Pictured your crush naked? hahahaha!
Actually seen your crush naked? i might faint :p
Cried when someone died? Of course. I don't have a heart of stone. kahit di ko kilala, minsan naiiyak ako when i see their family cry. i'm a crybaby.
Lied? Who hasn't lied in his/her entire life?
Fallen for your (guy) best friend? ay naku, next question please.....
Been rejected? It's part of life
Rejected someone? It's part of life
Used someone? i wouldn't wanna be used so i don't do that :)
Done something you regret?no regrets. i can only hope that i've learned from my mistakes & vow never to do it again.

c u r r e n t
white giordano shirt, black shorts, black undies(mwahaha!), technomarine watch, rosequartz bracelet made by mom :)
Music: as i type this i am listening the one of my favorite songs, When I'm Thinking About You by the Sundays. i like music in general, except for the pinoy novelty songs (masculados, hotbabes, sex bomb...grrr!), nakakapag-init ng ulo; & hillbilly country songs
make-up: my face is make-up free right now ;)
Smell: Marks & Spencer lavender
Favorite band: too many to mention. off the top of my head (and in no way complete): the sundays, foo fighters, incubus, maroon 5, all american rejects, evanescence, our lady peace, black eyed peas, lemonheads, gin blossoms, toad the wet sprocket... etc...
CD in player: almost kinda acoustic 2

l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched:
you IMed: Eloisa
yelled at: i don't remember

a r e | y o u
i try to be :) but i think most of the time I am
open-minded: yes
Arrogant: haha! i think there is a streak of arrogance in me, but i keep it in check.
Interesting: i should hope i am ;)
Random: Sometimes.
Hungry: hahaha… di na tinatanong yan :p
Smart: I'd like to think so
Hardworking: yeah
Organized: i'm a bit OC. hehehe things should be as i left it or how i arranged it, otherwise, i'd feel weird
Healthy: i don't think so. haha! i love my sweets too much
Shy: not really. i'm one of those people who talk or smile at others when waiting in line
Difficult: hahaha! there are moments when I am
Bored easily: yes!
Messy: nope, not really
Responsible: I think I am.
Obsessed: hehehe.. depends
Angry: Right now I'm not.
Sad: no
Happy: I'm generally a happy person :)
Trusting: yes, sometimes too trusting
Talkative: sus! i can outtalk Kris Aquino when I'm in the mood, or if i have lots of kwentos. hahaha!
Legal: yup yup yup!

r a n d o m
In the morning i am:
very, very lazy. i'm not a morning person
All i need is: love ;) my family & friends, music, pen & paper, books/magazines, my cellphone & i'll be fine
Love is: a very special bond you have with someone

w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
Coke or pepsi:
flowers or candy: Flowers.
tall or short: tall

o p p o s i t e | s e x
What do you notice first:
eyes, then the smile... then the butt (hahahaa!)
Last person you slow danced with: Mike :(
Who gives you butterflies in your tummy when you see them: haha! wag na lang... secret ko na yun :p
Who do you have a crush on: ay... yoko :p
Who has a crush on you: I wouldn't know.

d o | y o u | e v e r
Sit on the internet all night waiting for someone to IM you:
No, pathetic nun ah. Usually nga nagtatago ako eh :p
Save conversations: yup
Wish you were younger: not really
Cry because someone said something to you: oh yeah

n u m b e r |of|
times i have had my heart broken:
of hearts i have broken:ewan :p
of guys I've kissed: why do I feel like I shouldn't answer this? chige na nga... guesstimate, i'd say about 4
of girls i've kissed: madami, pero beso-beso lang noh!
of continents i have lived in: One
of tight friends: more or less 10
of cds i own: i have no idea. count ko bukas :p
of scars on my body: parang wala na (well, except for chicken pox marks haha!)
of things that i regret: no regrets

y o u r | t h o u g h t s
I know:
that God has a plan for me (uy... serious)
I want to know: my future (as in!)
I want: a good career, a happy family of my own
I wish: I was thinner heehee!
I hate: hypocrites, snakes, posers, stupid drivers, traffic jams, user-friendly people, creepy crawlies, carlos agassi (hahahahah! basta! kumukulo dugo ko sa kanya :p)
I fear: failure, the dark, blood, needles
I fight back tears: because I don't want to seem weak, i have to be strong for my family (specially when mom was undergoing chemo)
I wonder: what the future holds for me
I love loudest: ha? ano daw?

f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
do you like filling these out:
obvious ba? :p
gold or silver: silver
what was the last film you saw at the movies: nyarks, crying ladies pa yata :p
favorite cartoon/anime: spongebob squarepants (especailly patrick star)
what did you have for breakfast this morning: i don't eat breakfast
who would you love being locked in a room with: ay sus! si ano.. o kaya si ano.... :p
could you live without your computer: i doubt it. nagkaka-withdrawal symptoms ako pag wala
would you color your hair: i do
hablas español: si!
how many people are on your buddy list: dami! Yahoo, MSN or AIM?
drink alcohol: yes, yes, yes :p
like watching sunrises or sunsets: i like sunsets more

la lang...

Thursday, February 19, 2004

I got two emails with the same subject this morning. One came from a friend and the other one from our high school batch yahoogroup. I opened my friend's email first. It was about a Filipina's engagement to her American boyfriend in Paris. The email said it was a very romantic story. So I clicked the link, intending to read their love story (i'm a sucker for romantic stories :p)

As soon as I got to the webpage and the picture loaded, I was shocked! Why? coz I know the girl. She's one of my HS batchmates. Add the fact that as far as I know, my friend has no connection whatsoever to her. Kaya din ako na-shock, kasi kumalat na sha sa internet.

I was happy for her especially after reading her story, even if we weren't friends back in HS coz we ran with different crowds,. Shempre, kinilig din ako. Hahahaha!


One night in January, I couldn't sleep. Guess what I did? hehehee.. I got the digicam and took pictures of myself. Bwahahahah! Para akong tanga, click ng click, bura din naman ng bura kasi most of the pictures, either nose or eyes, & even my forehead lang ang lumalabas. If not, super lapit - nakakakilabot! I took the pics around 3 am. Yes, on one of my vampire days. ;) See what no sleep can do to a person. Mwehehehe!

Here are my "walang-magawa-hindi-makatulog" pics:

o diba? stariray!

ayan... feeling sweet. pa-tweetums! har har har!

tama na, baka kinikilabutan na kayo :p sa susunod na lang yung iba. hehehe....


ayan... meron uli! :D

complete from A to Z! (thanks to vampie - got this from her friendster bulletin board post)

A - Age : 27
B - Band listening to right now: evanescence
C - Career in future: executive of a fortune 500 company (wahehe!); mega-nanay :p
D - Dad's name: benjamin nickname:ben, yung comedy: bentot! hehehe...
E - Easiest person to talk to: pwede ba madami? mom, Maita, Ellen, Mylin, Ria, Rica, Gilbert (hay naku... nasaan ka na ba? magpakita ka naman, kahit minsan...:p)
F - Favourite song at the moment: ay naku, madami din! my immortal-evanescence, a little bit-mymp, rainbow-southborder, the last days-hourglass, hey ya!-outkast
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: doesn't matter. i like 'em both ;)
H - Hometown: las pinas
I - Instrument/s: piano, guitar (please... turuan nyo ako!)
K - Kids: yep. :D (pero hanapin ko muna yung papa nila - o kaya gayumahin ko na - bwahahaha!)
L - Longest car ride ever: literally: las pinas to baguio; figuratively: when i am in the car with someone I don't like and i have no choice but to ride with them. if you're my cousin, you know who i'm talking about (nyahahaha!- BAAAAD!)
M - Mom's name: divina. nickname: divine
N - Number of siblings: 2 both younger, one sister & one brother
P - Phobia[s]: nyarks! madami din :p snakes, creepy crawlies, frogs (yaaak!), dark places (pwera lang pag may kasama - hehehe!), blood, needles (inaaay....!)
Q - Favourite Quote: "when was the last time you did something for the first time?" - unknown (saw it on an Emirates commercial)
R - Reason to smile: madami din :) most are listed on the LOVES portion on my profile. pero hmmm.... si ano... chaka si ano..., my favorite song on the radio, new shoes (shempre, girl ako noh!), butterflies, when i wake up hearing birds singing/chirping near my window.... there are lots of things to smile about :)
S - Song you sang last: rainbow-southborder ("....take a little time, baby, see the butterfly's clors, listen to the birds that were sent to sing for me & you...")
T - Time you wake up: hahaha! don't ask :p
U - Unknown fact about me: i can write cursive quite legibly, using my left hand, i can do splits (pwera biro, hanggang ngayon kaya ko pa :D), i can stay underwater close to a minute (uy, hirap yun ah!)
V - Vegetable you hate: okra, ampalaya, saluyot, kalabasa,
W - Worst habit: smoking (pero try na ko stop.. pramis!)
X - X-rays you've had: right hand (pero hindi dahil dun sa kagat ng insect ha. iba naman :p)
Y - Yummy food: asus! dami din :p pasta (specially pag white sauce), choco mousse, japanese food (tempura & butadon... yum!), adobo, mommy's roast beef & paella, salads (macaroni, fruit, potato..) ay tama na, nagugutom na ko! :p
Z - Zodiac sign: aries

sunday fun day :)

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

WOO-HOO!!!! It worked! But then again, it was too small, next time i post, it has to be a bit bigger.

Anyhoo... the pictures were taken last Sunday. Mom & my aunts planned the trip Saturday afternoon & when I heard about it, I said, I wanted to go, too. Shempre, sasama ako, noh. Ako pa? hahaha! My sister wanted to go, too but she was at her friend, Des' place (coz they went to the UP Fair, Saturday night), besides, we wouldn't fit in the car.

I told myself the night before that I was gonna sleep early coz we planned to leave before 5 am. Why that early? Well, coz we wanted to be in Tagaytay before 7 am (para malamig pa , chaka susunduin pa namin mga tita ko ).

Well... I still wasn't able to sleep early, not because lumabas na naman pagka-vampire ko. But because one of our dogs, Piggy (obviously, mataba sha), got out of house and was running around at the vacant lot behind our house. Hay, naku! Asar talaga! I thought she was just at our bahay-kubo sa likod, but she got past the fence. Dad & I tried to catch her, but everytime she'd see dad, she'd just run farther. I on the other hand, would follow her. Stupid! It was really dark outside and I forgot to take a flashlight. I was relying on the moonlight. E diba, super duwag ako? Hahaha! On our way back to the house, Piggy stopped and growled at someone. Near sighted me could only see a white thing walking towards me. My heart started pumping wildly... i was terrified! But it turned out to be dad, I could only see his white shirt clearly. Tang ina! tinakot ko sarili ko. Sa sobrang labo ng mata, white shirt lang ng daddy ko nakita ko.

I wanted to strangle our dog for making me chase after her in the middle of the night, but she looked so cute staring at me as I was scolding her. She looked liked she could understand what I was saying and was telling me, "I'm sorry. I won't do it again."

I was able to sleep around 2 am, then my i woke up at 4 am coz the alarm went off. It was time for me to get ready for our trip. As usual, I said, five minutes more, which turned to another 15 minutes in bed. Mom & I left the house a little past 5 to drive to Manila & pick up my aunts & my cousin, then drove to Tagaytay. No traffic! That's what I like about leaving the house early. We got to Tagaytay a few minutes before 7. It was still foggy and the temperature was heavenly. There was a strong breeze. SARAP!

Since we left quite early, we weren't able to have breakfast. So we went to McDonald's TM first to have breakfast. My aunt said, we had to drive for more than an hour, just to have breakfast at McDo. Hahahaha!

After breakfast, we went to the Palace in the Sky, coz we haven't been there before and we were so used to the other sites. It was quite a ride. Steep road going to the highest point in Tagaytay. It was beautiful there. Cooler and more windy. More fog. good thing we brought our jackets. The view from up there was amazing. So I snapped away. There was a wishing well so we all took turns making wishes I don't know how long we were there. We just enjoyed the view and the cool weather, snapped pics. It was nice.

After that we went to the market to buy lots of pinapples to bring home to Manila. And of course, Collette's Buko Pie, panucha, espasol, and other treats.

On the way home, we decided to go to my two cousin's houses (they're neighbors) in Dasmarinas, Cavite. Had lunch there and my aunt lita was happy coz she was able to visit her two children and their families. My niece Hannah and my nephews, Nikko and baby Sean were so cute! Specially baby Sean. Hannah is a little kikay kid hahaha! kanino kaya nagmana?

I was able to get about an hour's sleep at my kuya's house. Which was a good thing coz I was really sleepy . We left their house around 4 pm and was home by 6 pm (after bringing my aunts home). It was a fun Sunday... even if I was kinda sleepy.

This Sunday we'll see each other again coz it's baby Sean's christening. Yep, I'm a godmother again. Lemme see.... as of today, I have 7 godsons & goddaughters. Yikes! dumadami ang tataguan ko sa pasko!

Swimming right after the christening. WOO-HOO!! mangingitim na naman ako.

peechur uli!

ang tatlong maria :p

baby Sean. cutie pie!

awww.... tulog na sha....

peechur! peechur! :D

okay, i do hope that i got it right. only one way to find out... hehehe! here are the pics i took from our trip to tagaytay last sunday. story later... pics first. hahaha! i hope it works. fingers, toes, eyes and legs crossed..... wahehe!

hey ya..... (my cousin genrick dancing ala andre 3000 in the car)

behold.. the pineapple child :p

posing at the palace in the sky (l-r: nanay lita, mom, genrick & tita belle)

the tiny dot among the fog is taal volcano (the volcano within the lake)

view of tagaytay higlands from the palace in the sky (i was actually taking a picture of the rays of the sun... :p)

publishing pics

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

i'm stressing out. i've been trying to post images here and nothing i try seem to work. gah! I NEED HELP! Pleeeaaase!!! leave a message on my tagboard. thank you!

i have some really cool pics i took last sunday on our trip to tagaytay. i wanted to share it, but i must be doing something wrong coz i can't post it. :(

oh well.... i'll try again tomorrow. right now, my eyes are begging for me to stop using the pc. hehehe!

valentine musings

Saturday, February 14, 2004


Normally, I wouldn't be this chipper on valentine's day. i always thought that this was just another ploy to make us blow off our paychecks. hehehe! Or it's just another cheesy celebration. Traffic is horrendous, and if you are one of those "slow" persons who didn't book in advance, you'd end up somewhere not to your liking. Bah! That sounded bitter! Hahahaha!

Nah, but really. I was never a "valentine's day kind of person" , whether I had someone special or not. It felt so commercialized, and that everything done on that day felt like it was done just because it was V-day and not because it was a special day. Like it was done only because it was expected.

I personally think that everyday should be valentine's day. That we should try to make everyday special for that special someone, not because it was valentine's day.

But this year, I didn't feel like that. I myself don't understand why. It just felt different this year. I have this very close friend, but in all honesty, I want us to be more than friends. I just don't understand if he's torpe (I don't know the English word for it) or he doesn't like me that much. Eh, it's weird. He's weird. Hahaha! But I'd rather have those moments with him than none at all. Eh, wtf?! That sounded pathetic.

But seriously, I really like him. He makes me laugh and we can talk about anything under the sun, be it serious talks or non-sensical ones. I just can't seem to open up to him about how I feel (shouldn't he be the one to open up first? Or am I being archaic? Is it time for girl power?). We have lots of things in common, music being one of them, and laughing, eating (hehe!), dang it! We even like the same playstation games. Ugh! now I'm all giggly. And I am NOT giggly!

More importantly, he makes me feel special. He made my heart skip a beat again (OMG! Why am I like this? Ask my family, I am NEVER mushy!) He's the first guy to make me smile again after  @#%$! Michael broke my heart (who I hope will not call me anymore. I hope he falls off the face of the earth - bwahahaha! kidding i hope he's happy with that @#%$! girl he left me for).

Now I ask myself, do I just like him coz he made me forget Michael (though I must admit I still miss him sometimes)? Or do I really like him a lot? I guess I have to decide first before we have that talk

Tama na! Ang baduy ko na!!!!

excitement from my boring existence :p

Friday, February 13, 2004

I had an "adventure" last week. I woke up exactly a week ago today, with an aching right ring finger. Apparently some freaking insect bit it overnight. I didn't mind it much, until about lunch time when it started to itch and ache more. Mom, my sister and I had a "shopping appointment" (hehehe!) so i didn't mind it. I just took pain medicine and got an anti-itch ointment. And lo and behold, by the time we got home, my finger was so painful. Stubborn me didn't want to go to the doctor, so I just looked up our medicine books and read what one should do about insect stings. I first got an ice pack (to help relieve the swelling), and made a baking soda paste, which the book said would help with the sting and the itch. I was fine after that.

But around 2:30 am, my finger was double it's normal size. It was horrible! As in! My hand looked like an inflated surgical glove and my finger looked like a sausage. Ewww! Now I can laugh when I remember how it looked like, but last week, I was scared. I even cried coz it was throbbing so badly and iIthought my hand was gonna burst!


And of course, i didn"t mind it, coz I felt the swelling would go down after some time. Besides, I didn't want to wake up my mom and dad coz I know they'd take me to the hospital. And I absolutely hated hospitals and needles! 


But then I got scared coz I could feel the blood pumping, and it felt like my veins were getting squished coz of the swelling. Finally at 3 am I woke mom and dad and told them my hand looked and felt horrible. Then we went to the nearby hospital. The doctor on call took one look at my finger and said, "What bit you? You had an allergic reaction to the sting." I wanted to say, "Hello? Don't you think I know that? I wouldn't be here if I didn't."


Then, horror of horrors! He gets this big syringe and told the nurse to get antihistamine. I felt weak-kneed. I asked the doctor, "Couldn't I take antihistamine tablet instead?" And of course he laughed coz maybe he thought that it was funny for someone my size to be scared of a needle. (If I didn't feel bad, I would have smacked him. Hahaha! But he was there to help me so I didn't.) The doctor said the antihistamine shot would take effect faster than the tablet. Then i said, "It's fine with me, I endured the pain for a day already, a couple of hours wouldn't matter."


I kinda glanced at my mom and she was looking at like she was saying, "Earlier you were bawling your eyes out and now that you're here, you don't want to feel better?"Hhehehe! Long story short, I took the shot (with my eyes closed, of course ). then I was told to take antibiotics (geez, 90 bucks a pop and I was to take 15) and antihistamines. So after a week of discomfort, mind-numbing itch (I tell you, it was torture, the closest way I could describe it is that the itch was coming from the inside. That no matter how you scratch it, it wouldn't make a difference), and ugly looking right hand (hard to eat with my left hand, but at least, I was relieved of dishwashing duties - mwehehe!), now I am back to normal. all I have to do is find the freaking insect that bit me, and kill it all it's relatives. BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!


I won a compilation cd from my favorite radio station the other day. Every afternoon, they have this game called "the pyramid game" where listeners would call in and answer 5 level questions about anything. Last Tuesday, it was about anything Brad Pitt. I didn't really want to join, I was just in my room listening while I was dressing up (I just got out of the shower). Then, several people called in and couldn't answer the last question which was something like this: "Which movie did Brad Pitt's name first appeared in the opening credits?" I knew the answer coz I read it somewhere and I've seen the movie on cable before. The answer was, Happy Together. Then I dialled the station's number and the deejay, Alan picked up. Hahaha! He said I sounded like I knew the answer. We had idle chit-chat first, then I answered. And of course, I won! hahaha! That's the second time I won something from the station. The first was two tickets to the Limp Bizkit concert (which was cancelled at the last minute :( ). So woo-hoo! for me.


Anyhoo, this has been quite a long entry. Till next time! Au revior!



survey time!

I love answering surveys. I like reading them too, coz you get to learn more about a person through these questions (assuming they are telling the truth, hehe.). geez, this is quite long....


Have you ever:

- Been so drunk you blacked out? never
- Missed school because it was raining? only when there are typhoons (and there's a lot in my country - average of 19 a year), or flash flooding
- Put a body part on fire for amusement? hehehe. only on stupid occasions when i wanted to find out how long i could hold a lighted match stick
- Been hurt emotionally? who hasn't?
- Kept a secret from everyone? but of course
- Had an imaginary friend? i think so. i don't really remember
- Cried during a Movie? i'm a cry baby. i cry at every sappy movie
- Had a crush on a teacher? yes i have. freshman year high school, social studies teacher, Mr. Santos. hehehe but that was only for a month. hahaha! i finally admitted it to myself
- Thought an animated character was hot? hahahaha! i can't remember right now, but i know i have
- Had a New Kids on the Block tape: every tape. bwahahahaha!
- Been on stage: yes, i have. all through grade school and high school. we would present plays every year.
- Cut your hair by yourself: yup, i have. i'm also my sister's "stylist" i cut and style her hair regularly, though i'm not a hairdresser by profession. hahaha!

- Shampoo: i have sensitive skin, my doctor told me to use ivory or neutrogena only, but i also like salon selectives, citre shine, pantene, rejoice or finesse
- Soap: ysa papaya (hahaha!) irish spring, safeguard citrus scent
- Color: blue, maroon, green, black
- Day/Night: night. i'm a vampire
- Summer: summer, baby! (besides, there's no winter here)
- day: Tuesday, Friday & Saturday!
- month: April & December
- song at the moment: why can't i - liz phair, the last days - hourglass, rainbow - southborder, a little bit - mymp, hey ya - andre 3000/outkast, taken & world's collide by plumb, my immortal - evanescence
- Lace or satin: satin, lace is itchy (hehehe)
- Fave cartoon Characters: patrick star of spongebob squarepants, bart & homer simpson..
- Fave Food: tempura, adobo, sbarro's baked ziti in alfredo sauce, mom's roast beef, chocolate mousse, salads (fruit, potato, veggie, macaroni...)
- Radio commercial: RT40 commercial: "Jeremiah Jr: Sean Paul used to be a transvestite, right? Liz: Where are you getting your information?! Jerry: oh i'm sorry, that's Ru Paul!"; and the Get Up & Go Show radio add with Schmoey and Alexxx
- Fave Movie: too many off the top of my head: bend it like beckham, clueless, get over it, the man on the moon, cruel intentions, minority report, LOTR, never been kissed, the ring, the virgin suicides, braveheart, the wedding singer, dead poet's society, ever after, dazed & confused, zoolander, band of brothers, jack, taken. all time faves: circle of friends, 16 candles & the breakfast club
- Fave Ice Cream/s: cookies and cream, double dutch, chocolate marble, rocky road, arce dairy avocado..
- Fave Subject/s: history, literature,
- Fave 'normal' Drink: water
- Fave Persons to talk to online: poste peeps, mylin, neil, my rt buds, my cousins
---------RIGHT NOW-------------
- Wearing: dark blue shorts, maroon shirt, white undies , technomarine watch, rose quartz and swarovski crystal braclet made by mom
- Hair is: in a pony
- I'm feeling: hot (i think it's over 30 degrees right now)
- Eating : nothing
- Drinking: nothing
- Thinking about: michael (i wish i wasn't )
- Listening to: drops of jupiter - train
- Talking to: no one
----------IN THE LAST 24 HRS----------
- Cried: yup, coz i watched survivor and it was an emotional episode, where jenna morasco quit the game to be with her sick mom, and 8 days after she returned, her mom lost her long battle with cancer. so sad
- wore a skirt: nope
- Met someone new: nope
- Cleaned your room: does dusting count?
- Done laundry: nope.
- Drove a car: nope
- helped someone: Yes
- bought something: nope
- gone to the movies: nope.
- gone out for dinner: nope
- said, "I love you": nope.
- written a real letter: nope.
- talked to an ex: no
- missed an ex: yes. i wish i didn't, though.
- written in a journal: yes. i'm writing an entry right now
- had a serious talk: No...don't think so....or maybe I have...I dunno.
- hugged someone: Nope.
- kissed someone: no.
- fought with your parents: Nope.
- fought with a friend: Nope
-----------DO YOU BELIEVE IN----------
- Yourself: of course!
- Your friends: yes
- Santa Claus: i used to (kids are gullible )
- Tooth Fairy: no
- Destiny/Fate: yes.
- Angels: yes
- Ghosts: yes, i believe i've seen some.
- UFO's: dunno. maybe. it's possible
----------FRIENDS AND LIFE--------
- Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? none at the moment..
- Who's the shyest: i think it's Ning
- Who's the loudest : Abby! sorry, friend, but it is true :p
- Who do you go to for advice: mom or my favorite aunt, tita belle
- Who do you cry to: depends. i usually cry alone in my room. sometimes i cry to my best friend, or my mom..
- When did you cry the most: when we learned mom had breast cancer and she had to undergo surgery first, then chemotherapy
- What's the best feeling(s) in the world: when you love someone and you know that he loves you back.
- Worst feeling(s): rejection, helplessness, neglected, feeling like you don't exist
- Who will respond to this email the fastest? no idea
- Who sent this to you: i got this from my friendster bulletin board

Last Person Who...

x. Slept in your bed - Other than myself? my cousin, i think
x. Saw you cry - mom
.x. Made you cry - my siblings (we had a disagreement); on tv: it was jenna of survivor's fault
.x. Spent the night at your house - my cousin, Geng
.x. You shared a drink with - hmmm.. don't remember.
x. You went to the movies with -
mom, my sister & my cousin
.x. You went to the mall with - my sister & my mom
.x. Yelled at you - don't remember. but if someone yelled at me, i yell back. hahahaa!
.x. Sent you an e-mail - *checks email* my friend serelle

Have Your Ever...
.x. Said "I love you"
- yes, of course. i don't say "i love you" without meaning it.
.x. Dreamed something? oh yeah! i dream in color sometimes

Pick One...

.x. Apples or bananas? i like both
.x. Red or blue? Blue of course! i like red. too, but not as much as my friend, Ria
.x. Walmart or Kmart? doesn't matter
.x. Math or English? English...Math sucks!
.x. radio or CD? both
.x. drawing or painting? Drawing
.x. High school or college? high school was the best. college was fun too, but i was more serious with my studies

The Last Few Questions...
.x. Last time you went out of town-
wow, summer, i think.
.x. Lucky number - 5, 8
.x. Things you like in a girl/guy - can make me laugh, responsible, someone i can talk to about anything - be it serious or nonsensical things, thoughtful, beautiful eyes, nice voice...
.x. Weirdest thing about you? - i can write with my left hand quite legibly (i taught myself how in 3rd grade), i can write cursive backwards with my left hand (the type where you can read it with a mirror), i can sense "ghosts"
.x. What do you think of 0uija board? - Creepy as hell! LoL!
.x. What book are you reading now? - the purpose driven life by rick warren. according to the book, i'm supposed to read it a chapter a day and reflect on each chapter, but i'm stuck at the 3rd chapter.
.x. What's on your mouse pad? - nothing. it's red. it's boring. it used to be bugs bunny being chased by tasmanian devil
.x. Favorite board game? - monopoly, pictionary (er.. not a board game ), snakes & ladders (hahaha!)
.x. Favorite magazine? - Cosmopolitan, Vogue, YM. seventeen, preview
.x. What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? - 5 minutes more, or "Syet! It's already ______ ?!"
.x. Do you like scary or exciting roller coasters- EXCITING!!
.x. How many rings before you answer? - 2 or 3
.x. Future daughter's name? - i have several in mind, but i can't find my list
.x. Future son's name? - same as above, although Matthew seems to pop up .
.x. Chocolate or vanilla? - Chocolate...OMG...chocolate.
.x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? - I sleep with lots of pillows & a big stuffed sheep. i used to sleep with the teddy bear an ex gave me, now it's just beside my bed collecting dust. hahahaa!
.x. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? - big executive of a fortune 500 company. Heehee! or simon cowell's job (i don't understand why so many people hate him, he's just being honest. i mean have you heard how some people sing? terrible! and when he does give compliments, you're sure he's sincere and well earned)
.x. What are you going to do after you finish this survey? - Take a shower and then sleep
.x. What was the last food you ate? - cheesedog
.x. you bored? - Not really...just tired...and sleepy
.x. How many buddies are on? - I have no idea...not signed on.
.x. Last movie you saw? outbreak on cable, crying ladies on the cinema
.x. Three things you are often complimented for: My eyes, my drawings, my singing voice
.x. You get embarrassed when: someone brings up the topic of sex around ANY guy hahaha!
.x. You keep a diary: I have 2 online...and one i write on.
.x. You like to cook: yes, but sometimes i cook coz i have to not coz i'd like to, and that i don't enjoy
.x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes
.x. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: nope. coz even if i did, it wouldn't matter coz i know i set it a few minutes ahead. i still wouldn't go any faster
.x. You bite your fingernails: when i was a kid, i used to. now i love my nails. haha! that sounded vain .
.x. You believe in love: Of course.

Who is...?
..x. The sexiest person of the opposite sex:
BRAD PITT! don't forget COLIN FARRELL! Oh my Gawd!x. The weirdest person you know: i'd rather not name anyone. hahaha!
.x. Your close friends: Maita, Jacque, Ria, Ellen, Rica, Mylin, Jojo, Gilbert
.x. The person that knows the most about you: Maita, Ellen, Rica. Ria
.x. Most boring teacher: My senior hs world literature teacher. I'd rather have sewing class than her class. UGH! I love literature, but she made me want to pinch myself silly, to avoid sleeping in her class..

What is?
x. Your most overused phrase on IM:
lol, lmao, heehee!, bwahaha! mwehehe! (I laugh a lot haha) <--SEE?
x. Last image/thought you go to sleep with: Happy thoughts...sometimes of cute guys...(mwahaha!)
x. Your best feature: people say my eyes .
x. Take a shower everyday: but of course! p to 3 times during the summer (i live in a tropical country)
x. Have a (any) crush (es): yup, pero secret na lang, baka mabasa nya ito
x. Think you've been in love: yes, which made it much harder when we broke up .
x. Want to get married: Yes I do...someday.
x. Have any tattoos/where?: none. too damned scared to have one.
x. Piercing/where?: My ears
x. Get along with you parents: Yes I do.

x. Ryan:
seacrest hehe! i love american idol!.
x. Rob: Mariano (i just watched survivor all stars )
x. Stephanie: childhood acquaintance
x. Heather: don't know any heather, but i thought about the movie
x. Aaron: former office mate.
x. Amy: Amy Grant.
x. Eve: barbershop
x. Jon: of NKOTB. hahahaa!
x. Alex: college blockmate, funny guy
x. Justin: Timberlake.
x. Ricky: our driver
x. Jack: Black

SIGN: Aries
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: reddish brown
EYE COLOR: dark brown

CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT?: sweet...I love that. Making out is awesome tho too..heehee.
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?: don't like white chocolate, but any other chocolate will do... with nuts, with fruits...ay caramba!.